October 15th, 2009
im really loving this place where im at im so blessed! thank you dear lord. but if its not for me then your will be my way.
im really loving this place where im at im so blessed! thank you dear lord. but if its not for me then your will be my way.
I REALLY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK MONEY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD. WHAT ABOUT LOVE COMPASSION, KINDNESS OF SPIRIT?
will change my ways! fuck! hahahahahah...sad part is i dont even feel bad or guilty! staying strong yo
sometimes i just want to die. it seems i feel like no one around cares about me. i dont even have a family whoc ares for me. my mom doesnt care about me. i envy my sister sometimes, she has a boyfriend that loves and cares for her...
it pains me to know that my mom says shes done with me. i dont know why we never got along. i guess it takes two to tango. she never was proud of me anyways. i have to learn how to be on my own. God bless my life and how i will make it. its not that i dont want to be succesful i just dont know how to....
i need to be rescued. atleast someone who can make me strong enough.