Sometimes I wonder why I give up so much of me for someone who doesn't seem to see me as someone significant in his life. Why do I bother lowering my pride for the sake of this friendship? Why do I allow myself to get hurt this much?
I fight for you. I fought for you against whoever used to be so against you, yet when I end up doing something small that you find wrong you talk about me as if all of us were against you. As if it were you against the world when I've been here the whole time, and you were just too busy looking at and appreciating someone else (who wasn't paying attention at all... Take note of the use of the past tense) to notice.
Sometimes I feel like you don't see, feel, or appreciate what I do for you, and you manifest it by not being able to do simple things like meet up with me on time, or reply to my texts (and I eventually learned that it's much better to let it pass because you'll just get mad at me again if I went off on a tirade about it).
Anyone would feel bad after having been made to wait for two hours. TWO HOURS. We were supposed to meet up at 6, but you said you'd be there at 7, and then you show up at a quarter to 8. We were supposed to go jogging together, but when you got there (I repeat, two hours late), you were actually with someone else.
Buti pa ibang tao nasasamahan mo gumawa ng iba't ibang bagay tulad ng jogging at movie... Ako... Ako pinaghihintay mo lang naman ng dalawang oras... Pinapanood mo lang naman kasama ng ibang tao ang palabas na alam mong gusto kong panoorin at alam mong may plano nang panoorin natin nang magkasama...
I've never wanted to be the type of person to ask for something in return for everything I do, everything I sacrifice, all the worries I've had over you. All I'm asking is that you DON'T make me feel like everything I do does not get appreciated, that all of my sacrifices were not seen, that my worries were not felt.
That's all...
