finding my happy place

someone just stood me up. should i get mad at him or just let it pass? anyway i dont really care about him.

omg! my crush just messaged me on facebook! we chatted for a bit! he's so cute. im kinda nervous to be around him though. i hope i make it good! errr...what to do.. what to do.. still got time to fix myself. damn i really need to diet. or maybe not. i dont know how to act around him. how!

I want to go out tonight and have fun! i wish they would text me. or maybe i should just be the one to do it. wow,, im so nervous! i just want to have fun. im not that desperate though. but i wish i was more aggressive.

I am now officially bored! i wish i go out though but sometimes my energy just gets so drained. i want to take every opportunity when someone invites me out but sometimes i just cant do it. i wish i had all the strenght. what can me make so energetic?

fucking hates people who are passive aggressive! damn! why do they have to be that way? its either a yes or a no!

oh wow i really feel so happy today! and i have to acknowledge that fact!! :) i hope i always feel this way. its like im having all these good and positive energy with me! i really feel so good!